Wednesday, June 19, 2019

Seek

I thought I saw you
But you were hiding
Hiding behind your glasses
Glasses to see me better
And since you were insisting the surface, I played the usual game, which so easily fools people.
People like you.

I thought I saw you
In a moment where you were surprised at my comment and dared to agree
But we were all drunk and the dance floor was the place to be
And since we were ignoring each other, I danced alone in the crowd, which easily keeps people away.
People like me.

I thought I saw you
It took a whole night of discussion
I fooled my ego and danced away the hope since people don't really see people anymore and I'm a fucking idiot to believe they ever will
We're too busy being comfortable cowards

I didn't ask for the moon,
I didn't even ask for you
I was simply in awe of a singular real moment
A moment with you
You and not what your ego or anyone elses had defined or in mind
So I left mine

-

Does it feel too much?
So try numb everything...
And does it get too close, you find you stand out in rain?
Does it hurt too much the pride and joy of opening?
So burn everything.

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I've been there. If you want to, go ahead
Watch the flames, they're always so beautiful when watched alone...

But it still hurts when you burn someone else's past.

- Sleeps

Tuesday, June 11, 2019

Hella

Be careful what you ask
You might just get the truth

- Sleeps

("You're a lie...
And if you really are hella I have a sword here that can kill Gods" - Senua)