I don't need to know you love me

'I don't need to know you love me'
He stood there and didn't know what to say. At first he took insult he then took shame. A heavy hurt weighed on his heart. He decided to walk away.
He thought to himself give people what they need as they should get want they want for themselves.
The women never put to rest his need but he still watched her undress as she stops to say
'I don't need to know you love me'
'But I could be a more important part of your life... Ah well fuck you I'll take what I want too' so we walked and took some of her pride.


- Sleeps

Rolling Soul

I'm just a soul rolling through the cold
No one knows which way to go
So why stall why fall
Why curl at the happening swells
When I can boldly answer the call
In root in flow man it's just a show
Like the third of January snow
I'm slow man I know but make sure I avoid the stupid and those cold sharpe hearts of stone
Much blaze in fire I'd gladly retire to the heat I've been swimming alone and cooling out in the sea am I ready for land am I ready for soil am I ready for a hand of toil?
Nah man I'm ready for you to be ready for me just two souls in love with the scene
I'll be a king if you could be a queen
And for you girl I'll gladly sing that
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She she she
wouldn't be with you you you
If you you you
Were not you
'cause everyone else is just passing the time
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And you know I I I
wouldn't be with you you you
If you you you
Were not you
'cause everyone else is just passing the time and if I had time to say...
I'd simply hold you

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He found strangers easier.
Would even prefer their company sometimes.
He could giggle and stare. excersie his right to be 'weird'
Never saw the point in the women. They just wanted someone to push away.
Never saw the point in the man. They just wanted soomeone to listen to them. even if only themselves.
He'd much rather ask a random person directions to somewhere he'd already know how to get to just to thank them prefusely and maybe make them feel needed or at least useful.
A comfortable love to give but never sure what to ask for. This is what kept him from others.
So there he sits, awaiting to ask for something. if only he could figure what.

Fast to fall

I’m tired of my words under achieving
The best I could do for you is silent thought
But I’m a loud mouth who wears his heart on his sleeve
I’m not sure anything could change that so I laugh at my misfortune and count the words from you
And the words from you stop me in my tracks and forces me to breathe.
I am so glad to do so finally

Yourself

I have so many aggressive things to say to you
that's why I don’t like thinking about you
I have so many beautiful words to write and send to you as i only wish the best for you...
So you can see where the contrast lays
You are beautiful but these words are bias
You are cruel and only apologies to make yourself feel better
I'd give almost anything to say we both live and learn but it seems that you do not
(as you are unchanged)
Maybe I’m more astute than you are
Maybe you don’t give a shit, you just needed temporary comfort
But as my lost one taught me you have to listen to peoples actions and minor movements as words can be forged
whether intentional or otherwise we find our soul in the sickness of greed & bitterness
So please burn thoughts of yourself
By not thinking of yourself AS yourself you open the possibility of finally becoming yourself, playful & resilient, curious & humorous, radiating joy & love for yourself and others to feel