I'm discussing visions of full circle capability
The call begins automatically
I look back to investigate the unfamiliar voice in the room
I see you
I'm electrocuted
Struck and held in a stupid grin
Stupid grin
Stupid heart
Stupid mind
Stupid. Stop looking. You're pathetic. You're embarrassing. You're a mistake.
Took a moment to realise my heart was racing
Am I in defence? Should I be here? Should I be serious or should I make my excuse and run?
This flood of emotions
When my ego was done I paused to smile again and simply be thankful for the joy I was feeling to see you again. For that moment, I was in the moment. If not with you, for you.
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