Beautiful day i must display my heart outside
Friends coming round i face clouds which my chest absorb.
She likes you because u give her kisses.
Your the perfect match for me
Shame I'm not the perfect match for you.
I drink through day as these girls bore me
Yeah yeah mate I'm all good just work init
Let's get the shots and everyones laughing until I carry on and on and on...
Jodi why don't u date anyone that smiles?
- Sleeps
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Novelast
It's a novelty
She screams the words. She wants a pat on the head.
They look at me as if I'm invading their dream... Or just a stranger who took a shit in their toilet.
I have no love for these types of people anymore... Just grown up I suppose.
Lack of change the barmaid gave me a beer on discount. I'll share more w you than I would my mum.
I love this local ale it calms my senses into giggles and these idiots make me giggle hard. A couple more comments and I don't think I could hold my Tongue anylonger. Man I love the death of me in their eyes - it tells me I'm doing something right
- Sleeps
She screams the words. She wants a pat on the head.
They look at me as if I'm invading their dream... Or just a stranger who took a shit in their toilet.
I have no love for these types of people anymore... Just grown up I suppose.
Lack of change the barmaid gave me a beer on discount. I'll share more w you than I would my mum.
I love this local ale it calms my senses into giggles and these idiots make me giggle hard. A couple more comments and I don't think I could hold my Tongue anylonger. Man I love the death of me in their eyes - it tells me I'm doing something right
- Sleeps
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Ghost
Sometimes I feel like I was built to be alone.
The joy I find within myself is... Strange.
She wants to get to know me and says she really likes me. Tacky, but the only place we can be to explore each other, in a car on a dark street after hours talking about our mothers.
The long waters with building a home and sexual references on the mind gives a fire to paralize my future further.
I'd love discuss and execute our emotional future in a business meeting but you would probably turn up late and unprapared with last years notes to find me brainstorming with clouds of thunder and sound, sampling your voice knowing full well I'll probably never hear a newly constructed centance from you again.
Ive never liked this... But possibly twistedly enjoyed it?
Depite this the insanity check is daily because I'd hate to be ok.
I know there's a way through this with me... But must ask you to play devils advocote and question if there's any point in doing so.
The joy I find within myself is... Strange.
She wants to get to know me and says she really likes me. Tacky, but the only place we can be to explore each other, in a car on a dark street after hours talking about our mothers.
The long waters with building a home and sexual references on the mind gives a fire to paralize my future further.
I'd love discuss and execute our emotional future in a business meeting but you would probably turn up late and unprapared with last years notes to find me brainstorming with clouds of thunder and sound, sampling your voice knowing full well I'll probably never hear a newly constructed centance from you again.
Ive never liked this... But possibly twistedly enjoyed it?
Depite this the insanity check is daily because I'd hate to be ok.
I know there's a way through this with me... But must ask you to play devils advocote and question if there's any point in doing so.
More me no
I let out a sigh
As she feels it's time
For her heart to forget mine
To lose daily, is the way some say we may be. Loose in the tree.
But I'm not sure they beleive in me who'd run to come and save me?
As last night there was almost no more me. It would be no real loss or tragedy as I've lived within others and they've lived within me and think I'm fairly content with having been.
- Sleeps
As she feels it's time
For her heart to forget mine
To lose daily, is the way some say we may be. Loose in the tree.
But I'm not sure they beleive in me who'd run to come and save me?
As last night there was almost no more me. It would be no real loss or tragedy as I've lived within others and they've lived within me and think I'm fairly content with having been.
- Sleeps
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
A letter to Granddad
i heard you're not doing too well
it's a strange feeling when they confirm you dont have forever here
already sad to think i wont be able to interactive with you.
Everyone has a minimal few in their life who really contribute to their personality
i'm very happy to say you've contributed a great deal to mine, which in turn has fundamentaly helped define me.
I think the biggest part of me that you gave and taught me was the humour.
Not just the darker side of it but the depth of it.
Humour's not just about laughing or making others laugh. it's about understanding and excepting certain things.
Like getting burnt hahaaha
Eating shedded wheat on a dinner plate with hot milk will always take me back to your kitchen and watching you patiently awaiting the milk to be ready for me.
you stood behind me when Candice died. i was sat on the curb for who knows how long but you stood there until i was ready. You then sat me down with a large glass of whiskey and never said a word. i liked that. i really liked that.
i cant articulate but i took a lot from that
you never tried to be - you simple were. And i need that. i really needed that.
I hope i can oneday have a family so i can tell them about you... In the straightest of lights, my granddad.
it's a strange feeling when they confirm you dont have forever here
already sad to think i wont be able to interactive with you.
Everyone has a minimal few in their life who really contribute to their personality
i'm very happy to say you've contributed a great deal to mine, which in turn has fundamentaly helped define me.
I think the biggest part of me that you gave and taught me was the humour.
Not just the darker side of it but the depth of it.
Humour's not just about laughing or making others laugh. it's about understanding and excepting certain things.
Like getting burnt hahaaha
Eating shedded wheat on a dinner plate with hot milk will always take me back to your kitchen and watching you patiently awaiting the milk to be ready for me.
you stood behind me when Candice died. i was sat on the curb for who knows how long but you stood there until i was ready. You then sat me down with a large glass of whiskey and never said a word. i liked that. i really liked that.
i cant articulate but i took a lot from that
you never tried to be - you simple were. And i need that. i really needed that.
I hope i can oneday have a family so i can tell them about you... In the straightest of lights, my granddad.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Make up
She called me a prick for not making a move on her.
She doesn't want me she just wants me on the list of those she's rejected and pushed away.
She's getting prettier by the minute. Make up's an amazing thing.
The day they invent make up for the soul I will kill myself.
Hightened emotions and anger management. The nature of the natural has been forgotten and I'm stupidily trying to look at the most "appropriate" time to revert.
She doesn't want me she just wants me on the list of those she's rejected and pushed away.
She's getting prettier by the minute. Make up's an amazing thing.
The day they invent make up for the soul I will kill myself.
Hightened emotions and anger management. The nature of the natural has been forgotten and I'm stupidily trying to look at the most "appropriate" time to revert.
Pace
I was walking the stairs behind a slower pace guy and getting annoyed at the idiot.
What was his problem hasn't he got anywhere to be!?
We reach the top and I can finally make my own pace.
I then stop and had to ask myself what the hell my problem is.
- Sleeps
What was his problem hasn't he got anywhere to be!?
We reach the top and I can finally make my own pace.
I then stop and had to ask myself what the hell my problem is.
- Sleeps
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