Float

You just float
Float above and past us
You float through us as we hurt
And float into us when u feel we no longer need you
You are a ghost
A ghost we feel we need connection to
A dead entity we feel we still need to be whole
But the death of you liberated us
The death of you gave birth to our former self
You leave us behind as dirt scrambling for glory
But this dirt gives life to roots and smirks at glory
The old gig house smelling of puke and stale beer has been close but many have found sole there. I wish you were found before I found you
You found you through loss of me so I am the loss of nothing
I love you
I forgive you
And know my plea for forgiveness is now redundant
You are sublime and to hear the voice of you thoughts would be the most enlightening rollercoster known to man

Since it missed me

Since it missed you
What I went through
Your heart lost
So did mine
I don't miss the summer time but do look forward to it
I like spring and the freshness of the tomatoes. Crisp and cool.
It's warm, not hot
I'm calm and not flustered
I don't mind sweating but awkward in work shirts or nights out when trying to impress people. I still strangely believe if the right person believed in me it would dissolve all my inner wars.
Happy and slow I play music for my home and imagine the sound and love it took to create it being absorbed into the walls.
I gave this world and people close to me destruction. This place in return gave me peace.
I postulated that if I removed the needs of me it remove the need for me
This changes in context with others until the same is applied so are wants and needs so bad?
Maybe don't change my wants and needs but instead the way I want and need them.

- Sleeps

Mr go to

Love is for free... But still costs me
(And you)
Love is for free when you need not
Like most things
These tickets are on me
The embarrassment pulls me back to her desk.
I'm not sure whether you appreciated them or me more.
I never made it easy and all were watching. The skill was playing it down.

Fell hard. So never again...
Or at least for this year.
My new years resolution will be to fall again
She's known to be reserved, annoying and weird. Her friend says she just needs to get laid... By me they point out.
Mr go to guy
Mr feel nothing
It's intimacy I lack not sex or friendship
But then is there anyway to reach it without going through either?

- Sleeps

Symbolic gesture

I turned to find her making heart shaped gestures to me
So embarrassed she quickly dropped her hands and turned to her friend to talk as if nothing had happend.
It was a symbol.
I had not seen a symbolic gesture for a long while and felt joy to find people still expressed them-self these days.
Question was it was a symbol for what?
Admiration? Hidden affection? Lust? Fancy?...
I turned back with a grin.
I respect any and all who expose their heart.
A chance, a risk, a whole new life direction.
Drive the change and embrace all reaction.

- Sleeps

It wasn't even a txt

Emotions take our soul to places our minds can't comprehend
Whether kiss or fall or conversation with friend.
This place has stars and stars have space, the fabric of which many clever men try to illustrate through equation.
In awe from afar and burn when near
To heart at ease our backs are to nothing. And to nothing is what this life has passionate agenda for.
So placed are we between star this earth is of wonder to the life we have or have not chosen.

- Sleeps

Scream on hill

Why would you scream so much?
Why would you express so much to the world?
... And why would the world listen?
You all drink to give voice to your demands... Or at least to by pass your inhibitions.
I chain but now to my playful soul.
No longer hit with the urgency of what I want. What I want is not important and in many ways not worthy of my time.
Things are fun without need
And I need nothing.
So as soft as the breeze I kiss your beautiful neck
And as subtle as a storm I dance with my lost mind to slowly open to find confused faces.
This is why they ask me to exist
I'm smarter than I give myself credit for but stupider than my life's worth which gives the remainder as a...

- sleeps

Sofa

Lay, laugh and sip on sofa
We're older
As is this whiskey.
Straight.
Crooked view or more clarified than ever before... But drop sense for our own interest.
I love you and glad you're here to watch aliens tear the idiots apart.