Kiss from a cab

She blew a kiss from a cab and it flew in to my heart
That hidden moment just for me...
I could hardly (breathe) contain myself
The little affections that mean so much
The little affections so hidden from sight
Touch. Nothing to loose, every ounce of warmth to gain
Such a moment surpasses clarity and confirmation. I'm simply lucky to have experienced it and to have felt that love again.
Love, whether romantic, sexual or admiration love, the point in fact is I feel again... I feel it again.
It knocked me back into my chair and my ride home with a drunken friend was silent with thought. Silent with fascination and excitement. Silent with the noise of an exploding mind.

She blew a kiss from a cab and it flew in to my heart... And for that brief moment I felt I was a part of something.

- Sleeps

White at night

You were young and still are in several ways... But you see.
You may not see why he left you but do see how he left you because you now see how you were when he was with you.
Leave your things, you may well discuss them one day in a bar having run in to each other.
It was nice to speak with you again after all this time.
Lips more red than they should be. I do not have much to share. I may just nod and confirm everything is going well.
I had no pull to her, her face also not looking so inviting but my dreams... My dream so vivid about you. The happiness with you and affection you began to show. One of the happiest experiences I can remember.

I should stop thinking about how you'll fit in to my life and instead how you'll fit in to my heart.


- Sleeps

Yeah distance

Yeah distance.
It's safe. From you.
Yeah distance.
I can joke from afar. I'm fine right here. Here you can't say no and end this story, this possibility.
Yeah it's distance... Which secluded you from me. I don't know if you miss me... Do you?
So yeah, distance.
Guess I'm just afraid of being friends with you

- Sleeps

The Adventurer

It's been years but I hear you in old tales I sang.
Thinking back through the adventures of you, I'm heightened.
Like a child climbing his first mountain of pillows.
Now a man to reflect the idea and the execution I could not be any more joyful.
I echoed bold and would hurt myself with truths I dare not let pass.
Let there be no sadness to farewell and us all to find clarity through confusion.

If I could take one thing alone from this... I wouldn't.

- Sleeps

What sort of kid I was

I wonder what sort of kid I was
Whether I'd take the one sweet now or wait for two sweets later.
I wonder how I'd grow up.
I wonder what sort of adult I'd become and how I'd act in desperate situations.
If I knew I were to die would I take it with grace?
Would I bear the humility connections bring and realise there is no humility in being ones self.
Whether I would turn down ease for love and trade sanity for passion?
I wonder what sort of kid I'll be.

- Sleeps

Empty seat

I don't understand
Are you still angry?
Afraid?
Do you still feel as you use to?
... Or am I slightly delusional?


- Sleeps

And The Refinement of Decline

...is simply sublime. Imagine what it would feel like to be washed over with forgiveness and relief. To witness the vast landscape of a cooling wild west at dusk. They open sound which resonates directly with your inner emotions and evolve in to a sphere of content desolation for you to reflect. its a rare thing to have something pass through your boundaries and walls as if there were not there to awaken and cleanse what you can only imagine to be your forgotten soul. a moment so special you hurt with joy and feel as if its the first breath you have take in many years. I'm happy to breathe. I'm happy to feel.

- Sleeps