Please sit

Please sit with me
I'll try. I'll try.
It's difficult for me when I like you like this.
But I'll try as I really want to.
It changes me and I'm not sure if that's good as it trips, eludes and makes fun of my intelligence and judgment.
That leaves me dizzy... But must admit also leaves a little excitement floating and radiating in my stomach.

I miss excitement. Lost with fear. Fear of loss. Or perhaps not taking risks.


- Sleeps